i get it!

YOU KNOW, IT'S FUNNY. MAYBE I'M FEELING BETTER TODAY BECAUSE I AM EXPERIENCING WHAT MY EX MUST HAVE GONE THROUGH. I HAVE SPENT MONTHS AND MONTHS NOT GETTING IT, NOT REALLY UNDERSTANDING HOW HE COULD HAVE LOVED ME, YET STILL LEFT ME IN THE END. AND TO GO ONTO SOMEONE NEW! I JUST DIDN'T GET IT. BUT NOW... I AM STARTING TO REALLY AGREE WITH WHAT HE DID. IN A LOT OF WAYS, HE MUST NOT HAVE HAD A CHOICE. OF COURSE, THAT END OF THINGS DOESN'T DO SHIT TO EXPLAIN AWAY THE LYING AND CHEATING... THAT'S JUST PLAIN SELFISH COWARDICE... BUT I DO UNDERSTAND HIM NO LONGER BEING ABLE TO DEAL WITH MY ISSUES AND BEHAVIOR. I GET IT!